I have two children now. They rely on me for everything from food to toilet stuff. Hm. I guess that only really covers the gastrointestinal needs. I also tech them things. And pretend I’m a horse.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t engage them as often or as well as I should. Right now they watch tv probably too often.
I’ve been tired, mentally, lately. And so I’ve been absent while I’m here. I don’t work a lot.
I’ll try to do better.
I think I might try to use this as a journal for a bit. Nobody reads it but me, and it’s attached to this great legacy of posts I’ve made through the years. It feels nice to knit back into my own narrative again.
So often I get caught up in now and the future that I forget who I was and what came before. In a lot of ways I’m sure that’s a good thing. But I kind of feel like I’ve strayed from who I really am and into a “who I should be” territory. It’s not far from the main road.
I think I might turn back and try to pick up on the main drag somewhere. Might have to backtrack. Not sure what that actually means.
Talk soon maybe.
*wanders off*
